” Whenever God restores something, He restores it to a place greater than it was before.” – Bill Johnson
As Im growing up and maturing into the woman I had envisioned and desired to be years ago, Im really starting to see and acknowledge the power of restoration. I am starting to see, how deep it is, and that indeed God truly restores us.
When God restores us, He gives us a clean slate, for us to start on ( I don’t think we fully understand how much of a clean slate He has given us).
Most of us who are “restored” (In essence I believe we are all restored as children of God) we don’t even understand it, we can’t comprehend it.
The reason is, some parts of us are still stuck in the past, still stuck on the things that we did to disappoint ourselves and God, a part of us is still living in condemnation of sins that we committed years ago.
A lot of the time we sit and ponder, asking ourselves why God doesn’t hear us ? Why He doesn’t heal us? why is He so far from us? why doesn’t He change us or change the situation we find ourselves in? A lot of these questions, He has already answered. We dwell so much on the things that are going wrong, stuck in the things we did in the past that were wrong, living in condemnation.
We blame ourselves and become remorseful over those things. In fact, the perfect word is shameful. We struggle to see ourselves and accept ourselves the way He has, we struggle to live life in this new and clean slate that He granted us through His restoration.
His restoration means that everything we lost in the midst of us sinning, going astray, back sliding, falling of the track, encountering adversities etc. His Brought back, His formed anew, He has rebuilt it, and therefore we should no longer dwell on it, no longer live under the shadow of that thing.
We really need to apply and understand what the scripture says, we need to believe it, we all read it but do we really believe that for us and our lives?
Romans 8:1
Romans 8:1-2 TPT
[1] So now the case is closed. There remains no accusing voice of condemnation against those who are joined in life-union with Jesus, the Anointed One. [2] For the “law” of the Spirit of life flowing through the anointing of Jesus has liberated us from the “law” of sin and death.
https://bible.com/bible/1849/rom.8.1-2.TPT
Have we really closed the case?
Have we really stopped accusing ourselves? ( when something bad happens to us or something we have always wanted doesn’t come to fruition, do we always go back and say it’s maybe because I sinned, Maybe it’s because I didn’t pray enough, maybe its because I was disobedient in that thing and now I’m being punished )
Are you really joined in a life-union with Jesus ( this is deep, a story for another day) ?
God is not out to get you and punish you. Please believe in His word. Please work on developing your relationship with him. Please open up to Him and be vulnerable with Him. Let Him in your life, all of it, allow him to deal with the parts that you have closed off, let Him enter and penetrate those closed chambers of your heart. That you only open when you’re alone and crying yourself to sleep.
He is here to heal you, to cover you, to be there for you, to guide you, to protect you. He wants to see you thrive, grow, walking in your purpose, living in His word ( as difficult as it may be at times), seeking Him. Most importantly, He loves you, deeply, relentlessly, uncontrollably, and unconditionally.
There’s no bounds when it comes to God.
Please let Him in and accept His restoration.
Amen.